I think I'm 4, though. I feel more 4 now than I felt when I was 4. I think back then I was really 40, and now I'm really 4. Time is going backwards and inside out, and I like it. 

So if I live, say, till 80, I have lived already half. But if I live till 90, I'm not quite there yet, and if I live till I'm 70, or 60, or 50, well, that would really suck. That means I have to bloody write faster!