"Curiosity kills the cat... Seriously... Foremost your postings here and on Ello are a true inspiration for me! I am a writer as well although I have not published anything yet. Just waiting what's the right moment for me... So what I am curious about? About inspiration. Where do you get it from? Books and your own life experiences I presume?"
My inspiration comes from my weirdness.
And my weirdness comes from a dark place, from a place where I think I'm not good enough and where I think I'm mediocre and where I think I wish I wrote better, I wish I was spectacular, I wish I could master English like it was my native language. I wish, I wish, I wish. And it's this wish and this frustration with myself and this incessant drive to get better is what's pushing me forward.
This is my inspiration, this and the odd peculiar weirdness that is so odd and so peculiar that I think it doesn't deserve to be told because it's so different from everything that's out there.
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